“I’m alone”: xQc becomes vulnerable about his life on stream

In a vulnerable moment on stream, Felix “xQc” Lengyel admitted that he’s jealous of Thomas “Sodapoppin” Morris’ life.

xQc is one of the most successful streamers on Twitch, but being wealthy with a lot of fans isn’t enough to have a fulfilling life — at least according to xQc. While he has 11.8 million followers on Twitch, the Juicer feels like something is missing.

In a recent stream, xQc was watching Sodapoppin, another popular content creator on the platform. Sodapoppin is a veteran of the streaming industry. He’s been on Twitch since 2012 and has amassed over 8.8 million followers. His chat started making fun of Sodapoppin, but xQc was quick to say that he’s actually jealous of the guy.

“I mean, he’s living the life,” xQc said. “I mean, you guys can criticize him all you want, but he lives with his girlfriend in some nice house, and he’s living his life.”

xQc gets personal, compares life to Sodapoppin

As xQc continued to discuss Sodapoppin’s life, he appeared to get a bit emotional. He admitted that he is not satisfied with his current situation, stating that he “can’t sleep at night,” eats McDonald’s every day, and is “alone in this f—ing dumbass house that I hate.”

Fans were immediately concerned about xQc’s mood, telling him he can still make some changes. He responded that he knows he can make some changes, “but I mean still.”

This isn’t the first time that xQc has appeared upset. Earlier this month, xQc tweeted that he’s “sad lately.” He didn’t go into detail about what has caused the bad mood, however.

Just sad lately, that’s it. Nothing else

— xQc (@xQc) April 6, 2023

While xQc hasn’t revealed too much about his personal life, he did recently go through a pretty rocky divorce with Adept. This situation seemed to be very emotionally draining and even involved a lot of court cases. xQc also lost a large amount of money while dealing with a very public gambling addiction.

For now, however, nobody quite knows what has caused xQc to feel down aside from being alone and dissatisfied. Hopefully, the Juicer is getting the support he needs.